November 2013

 

 

 

大家好！

好久没上来了

 

老了老了

需要好好开始照顾自己的身体了

要努力瘦下来

发觉自己真的越来越重了

连走步路都很累

最近真的有很多钱的问题

PTPTN 啊！

真的很烦

看来欠他们的钱应该有10多千了吧

要快快还掉了

打算用一年半的时间清完它

你觉得有可能吗？

我觉得有！！

前几天看见一篇文章

题目是：最容易欠账的星座

我排第三叻-。-

 

 

每一个人都有烦恼

我应该庆幸至少我现在还活得不错

：）

是嘛？你们也是那样想吗？

要惜福啊！

 

 

谢谢我的大叔!

虽然有时人家发发脾气只想要他TAM,

他会不理我!!!

但我还是很爱你啦

Muacksss~~

That's the story of my thoughts at this moment.

Hope I will be writing here more to express my feelings.

Here is the place for me to feel better even though I have no readers.

:)

Good Day!

Is 14th November already omg, time passes so fast. 2013 is going to end soon and we are getting older.

This year is not a good year for me. Well, I believe we can make it better next year! Good Luck!

可能长大了

不能在想以前那么无忧无虑过日子了

真的有好多东西要烦啊

我能想到最浪漫的事

就是和你一起慢慢变老

Owh, it's October 2013! Time passes so so fast!!

How are you doing earthlings?

I am find, just facing some financial problem. Well, every problem can se solve right?

Sometimes, we just need to be positive, relax our mind, be fun, be pretty, be confident, and be AWESOME!

Isn't it girls?

It's my Birthday Month teehee... It's kinda sad somehow when I knows there is no surprise from him.. But as long as he is celebrating with me, that is good :) Appreciate each other while we can.

Appreciate. Appreciate. Appreciate.

That is what I've been telling myself. It is not easy to meet someone that you love and treasure.

 

 

 

Am currently working now, finally got little bit increment.

昨晚停电啊！
静静坐着也会流汗
真的不知道如何睡啊？

我是一个很怕热，再加上流汗入眠的
所以我就一直拿着那个信封扇啊扇
感觉凉了就打算慢慢入睡
就当半睡半醒的时候
我男友就帮我扇风（不是一下子而已啊！）
就这样，我一睡就睡到天亮
真的不知他昨晚扇风了多久

虽然我们都不是什么有钱人
但，我们在一起真的很开心
谢谢他为我做的一切一切
我真的很珍惜我们在一起的时光

宝贝，我们的未来要比现在好！

可能最近失去了方向

连在家里看我最爱的戏剧也觉得废

还有就是

不想上班

*但有工钱*

可能最近金钱方面出了一点小问题

让我真的很烦

但我自己知道

若不是我自己的挥霍 哈哈

也不可能有这天

我知道

现在开始是迟了点

但我觉得

好过没有进步对吗？

 

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昨晚去了一位朋友的葬礼

他邀请了几位我不认识的朋友

但，他的一位朋友竟然可以认的他男朋友的姐姐

还有另外一位朋友

当时的我真的很心碎

她可以连没有见过面的男朋友的姐姐都可以认得

 

好朋友？

看来我是不值得一提

看来我只是多余的

QIXI

刚过完了4天的假期

回来有点累了 哈哈

不过真的很开心

可以和我的猪朋狗友聚会

虽然大家偶尔都回出来喝茶

但不是每一个都回来呀

 

来，看到了吗？大家对镜头还蛮Alert 的嘛 哈哈

还有几个应该是还在吃

希望我们的摄影师可以快点把我们的全体照放上来吧

 

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*你玩了Google的牛郎与织女的游戏吗？

 

今天

是一年一度的牛郎与织女相遇的日子

七夕节快乐！

 

已经8月了

岁月真的不留人啊！

 

 

最近知道一位朋友刚失恋

我不知道是什么状况

 

之前我看他们真的很恩爱

还希望可以看到他们走入人生的另一个阶段呢

但 真的万万没想到他们就这样了

 

其实啊

真的替他们觉得可惜

可是我也希望他们以后可以过得很好

 

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不知何时开始

我觉得我们应该真的要珍惜我们现在有得一切

你可以要求更多

但绝对不可以埋怨

因为这一切一切都是我们自己努力奋斗过来的

有些人啊，要穿鞋可是没脚啊！

 

人生

可以有多少个春天呢？

多少个十年呢？

 

*看来我应该是老了才有这种感言 -.-

Emo Moment

《写给所有很累的人》

有时候，

莫名的心情不好，

不想和任何人说话，

只想一个人静静的发呆。

有时候，

突然觉得心情烦躁，

看什么都觉得不舒服，

心里闷的发慌，

拼命想寻找一个出口。

有时候，

突然很想逃离现在的生活，

想不顾一切收拾自己的行李去旅行。

有时候，

在自己脆弱的时候，

想一个人躲起来，

不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

有时候，

突然很想哭，

却难过的哭不出来。

有时候，

夜深人静的时候，

突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

有时候，

明明自己心里有很多话要说，

却不知道怎样表达。

有时候，

觉得自己其实一无所有，

仿佛被世界抛弃。

 

有时候，

很想放纵自己，

希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。

有时候，

自己的梦想很多，

却力不从心。

有时候，

突然找不到自己，

把自己丢了。

有时候，

心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，

觉得自己很累很累。

有时候，

看不到自己未来的样子，

迷茫的不知所措。

有时候，

听到一首老歌，

就突然想起一个人。

有时候，

别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，

心里郁闷的发慌。

有时候，

常常在回忆里挣扎，

有很多过去无法释怀。

有时候，

渴望别人的关怀，

渴望一份简单的快乐。

有时候

看着时间一点点流逝，

自己却无能为力。

有时候

明明很累了，

但却没办法停止脚步。

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I can't wait for December to arrive! But before that, save more!

bf surprise

So today I made a room reservation for le bf for his birthday which falls on December. I know I book it very very early right. Well, I like todo it that way. Because if I book early, then I will start to save money for the room and also his present. hahaha...

Hope he would be really happy :) That's all I could ask for.

Saturday

Good Morning Earthlings! It's Saturday and I am working, ALONE! One of my colleague is having family urgent matter so she went back hometown and leave me alone. And the best part is, I can only leave the office at 2pm *hope so* (normal off work time for Saturday is 12 om), due to the renovation need to be done as soon as possible.


While I am truly bored, not much work I can do due to technical and Internet problem, so I start browsing the Internet. OMG, I found so many old pictures of me and my ex-classmates.

Then,
I start to miss Thian XinYing. 

Fact I Found:
The quality picture now are far far away better!

See, I can't even focus on the chocolate! 

But the technologies now are getting more advance! The camera quality for smart phone are very important because once a user snap a picture, he/she can edit using any picture editing software and then upload on the Internet! Fast, easy, anywhere and anytime. That is what I like about the technologies now! 

I am facing some relationship problem.

Whenever my bf gets angry, he will ignore me for the whole night. If he can, he will leave me alone for week i guess. But, i really cannot take it, I personally think that is not a good way to solve it. He may calm himself for the few days but eventually it wont help. Only will leave a scar inside his heart. I always told him we should really sit down and have a talk for what had happened. This is actually irritates me, I really have no idea what should I do for this to get better.

Can I take it for long time? Can I really tolerate with it for a long time? IDK

Thanks for pampering me and love me as you promised. I am the happiest girl on earth. 

😍 Bibi

How have you been? It's 1st of July, I have been experienced this day for 23 years. Lol, I am getting older.

I have a new job since June 2013, after 2 years plus I committed to London Weight Management, finally I have the courage to let it go. It took me few months to resign. I am mentally and physically tired during the working period in LWM. I gave all my time and putting all me effort for my job. Even thought the working hour is long *like seriously long* and the pay is good. But eventually it affecting my health day by day. Seriously I never thought I will choose to left. But time and people there has proven something.  *wink*

Honestly, I AM NEVER REGRET WITH MY DECISION after I left, I even feel even more Healthier!! Well, as least I am not eating my brunch around 3 something. Nowadays, I have my breakie at 8 or 9 in the morning and my lunch at 12pm! So punctual right?

My mind can function well and the most important is, I have more free time on my own. Start work at 8 and finish at 5pm. I just need to sleep early nowadays to adjust my body clock which used to rest at 2am in the morning. I need to wake up at 6:30am *yawn*. (still adjusting btw =.=)

 

 

Meet my boo~

 

 

 

Happy July!